i'm tired. i tire of it all. the same thing day by day. let me leave. the torture of each day brings me closer to my death. i feel like a giant dream. wake up? would i miss this slow torture? a feeling in my stomach, i'm nervous. what do i do? how do i handle this? is it all worth it? help me decide. i want thy love. that's all i need. seduce my soul. bring my fears to an end. make my visions clear. help me find my way out. i want to be freed from this damned curse. this isn't real. it can't be. where am i going? does this life have a meaning? i know you can help me. bring this chapter of my fears to rest. end it all.
.Nightmares
...To wake me from the nightmare. My long sleep has given me time to atone. Engraved within me with my heart as it's tomb. The darkness is pitch black when I am reunited with my nightmares that became a calamity in the disfigured skies. Limitless and endless as it will always continue. Ripping at my soul bringing agony and pain. My war with god will never end, even after I am deceased. Living with a torment for all eternity and will never fade away... Trapped in my mind fears my future of sleep. Real as my physical being but everything unimaginable in the mazes of reality. It takes over more and more of my soul and soon... I'm gone forever.
by guild member:"Double cliq's"
Dark is what I feel at this very moment, Dark is when I can mand may be truly myself, Dark is when you can't be judged on your apperance, Dark is what everyone fears, Dark is when all of the creatures of the night come out to play, Dark is what you last see before you pass on.
by guild member:"GothicSuperStr"
