01/28/01
lately i've spent a lot of time wondering why nothing ever seems to work out the 
way i planned.  i've been hurt and destroyed so many times yet still i keep going.
why?  am i really such a masochistic freak that i like being treated like less than
dirt?  or do i simply not know how to stand up for myself?  it has been a rough
day or week or month or year or decade or life, take your pick, and i'm not sure i
want to keep torturing myself like this.  i will be adding to or changing this site 
frequently so if something you like disappears let me know and i will try to put it
back...i'm kinda new at this so if it doesn't work, i'm sorry.  thank you for reading,
for listening, for not being like everyone else.
triana