Laura
Okay, maybe i lied(or just didn't realize it), but it turns out that things aren't as good as i thought they were between me and my girlfriend.
yeah, i broke up with her last wed. (or rather we broke up, i'm not gonna take all the credit/blame for this one b/c had it been all up to me i'd would have put up with shit and been happy. however she caused the shit and that made her happy)
i don't think she realizes that i still like her, we're friends, i am trying despartly to act like the "relationship" meant nothing at all to me, and that it doesnt' matter to me that i would rather date her and be happy some times then be siting here by myself wondering where i went wrong.
even though every1 says it wasn't my fault and that we should never have even hooked up b/c we're too differnt ( although one of my friends says that we're too much the same)
i miss her, but hey that's life right? oh well...*sigh*...i don't even think any1 comes to htis site. or if there was at one point in time a person who came here(aside from me) that my sad and lonely ramblings have long driven them away
well i must get going if i want to get home. good bye all(or none)
hey...n-e vamps out there? i'm intrested in being a donor. some body get back to me on that..k?
there are way too many people here for my liking.
all creatures who are born are born to die.
send me some stuff so that I can get this p.o.s. site into something u'd actually care 2 come to.e-mail me at corrupted_soul@darksites.com.
Laura
