<
sept 20 2000
at a park, which is somehow the bar. i have my hello kitty doll which has a small blanket, pink. before this, in a pet shop, looking at the rats. there is one very large rat, all fat. i say "woah, monstro-rat" (cheesy or what?) and someone says "no, it's not that big." i think they're stupid. i'm suddenly holding a rat, a white one, and it's crawling on my back. i laugh. he jumps off and is on the wal, but underneath the wall. i call the pet store guy. he finally catches the rat and puts it back, scolding me. i don't care. then i'm holding the hello kitty with the blanket and i'm walking down the street. sort of looks like downtown but not quite. exaggerated. music playing. i see my friend mandy i give her a big hug. we talk and watch the people. some people start dancing. like cheerleaders. we watch and clap, loud music playing, industrial type stuff. a contest starts on the swings, kids swinging up as high as they can then jumping off. they go REALLY high, but no one gets hurt. watching and sitting with my hello kitty, talking. looking at a huge building which is very old-looking on the other side of the fence. nice sunny day. i hear a noise and look up/ huge strange airplane in the sky. i don't like it. i start talking to people about it. wake.
