january 19 2001
at a rave somewhere, sort of a hall but not quite. tables and stuff everywhere. wandering around, talking to people, having fun. meeting lots of my friends and my sister. envelopes being handed out, some kind of meeting on wednesday. i'm reading mine, i rip it for some reason and i lose the part that has where/when it is. i get annoyed but then i realize that the boyfriend has one so it's ok. trying to remember what i had to do on wednesday. going to grandma's house, walkng with her. two guys in weird clothes run ahead of us and straight into gramma's house. i make my gramma call the police and i manage to get one of the guys hands behind his back. i beat them up. then for some reason they're sick and staying in my gramma's living room. i come around the corner and see one of the guys and knee him in the groin. he cries and i feel really bad. they're sleeping on the floor in the living room there's a weird string of xmas lights. wake.
